One of the most significant artists of the 20th century, Georgia O’Keeffe,the "Mother of American Modernism"(1887-1986) was devoted to creating imagery that expressed what she called “the wideness and wonder of the world as I live in it.”O'Keeffe lived and painted in her own way and on her own terms. She did every single thing she wanted to do, yet admits, not just to being afraid, but absolutely terrified every moment of her life, and she lived to be 99 years old!
I appreciate that she shared her feeling of terror with us. This is strangely comforting, since although I can't seem to be content without adventure, fear seems to be inherent in every new adventure.
Anything worth doing is bound to create a little fear.
Joanne and I have carefully planned each mile of our cross-country trek, we researched every campground between Jacksonville and California. We've made long packing lists of every item essential to our happiness and comfort. We've discussed the difficulties we might run into and how we will handle them.
Though we've planned so carefully, we aren't without anxiety. Let's not kid ourselves - it's a loooong way to California from Jacksonville, Florida and we'll be far from home for over a month. Despite the most careful planning, we're bound to encounter some surprises and misadventures.
Everything I've done that I consider to be a worthy endeavor was scary as hell at some point. Have you found this to be true too?
So we decided to re-label our feelings of fear and anxiety; we decided to call what we are feeling excitement and anticipation.
One of our stops will be O'Keefe's studio and home in Obiquiui, New Mexico as well as the only museum dedicated to a woman artist, the Georgia O'Keeffe Museum in Santa Fe. We hope that she would have been proud of us.
We'll keep you posted on our adventures and misadventures. Let us hear about some of your anxiety-producing adventures.
We leave in two weeks and we are so...EXCITED!